| hereee |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|10:22 pm] |
i dont update much
but here we go
friends suck
my computer sucks for dying
ap work sucks
madden is awesome
mike is cool
joe kenelly is cool
krissy is cool
sinem is cool only when she hangs with me
....thats all i think |
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[Jul. 12th, 2004|09:48 am] |
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ok, so im back from michigan, im making a new email address and such and maybe a myspace account (sinem inspired me, which she doesn't even know she did) i miss her. i miss skating. boo hoo. well ill update more in a little bit. |
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| Michigan! |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|12:50 am] |
3days
3days
3days
3days
3days
3days
3days
<3333 |
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| skateskateskateskatemishy<3 |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|07:08 pm] |
I WANT TO SKATE SO BADLY!
but i can't :(
i have to study my 4 regents exams
it sucks badly
and i have to get ready to go to michigan
which includes cleaning my room
which appears to have been hit
by 2 tornadoes. (its worse than sinems)
everytime i clean it another tornado
is right behind me i just cant win
hopefully ill get everything done
and still have time to skate
i really hope that happens
well anyway just 6 more days
untill i take off i really cant wait
well i gotta get studying
must get a 90 on this regents
grr damn high standards |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 15th, 2004|02:58 pm] |
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check out sinems journal (newly not entirely friends only)...under my friends section to see pictures and stuff |
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| ALWAYSALWAYSALWAYS INMYHEART<3 |
[Jun. 10th, 2004|06:48 pm] |
i know i havent updated
in awhile
but i seriously couldnt
bring myself to
ALOTALOTALOTALOT
of good has happend but
ONE bad thing...REALLY bad thing
my dog of 11 years
CAPTAIN (WHITE WOLF)
was put to sleep because
he was unable to walk
and was sad as hell
i couldnt watch him suffer anymore
and i knew it was time
it is so hard to let go
even though he wasnt healthy
it made me happy to know he was there
but he couldnt be here anymore
i let it drag on to long
so the of June 2nd
the vet came to the house
i sat with Captain the whole time
from the time i got home from school
i hope he didnt notice how sad i was
or that i was crying and that
a few times i had to walk away
because i couldnt handle myself
so yeah the vet came
and everything was drawn out
--nick just stopped by
well anyway
she sadated him
after awhile of lectures of
how it was the right thing to do
i saw his head slowly fall to the floor
like leaves falling from a tree in autumn
his tounge slipped out and i fled
i could not watch
i put my head down and cried some more
i walked back in he was still alive
at this point but what he just saw
was the last thing he would ever see
he would never wake again
he was still breathing and blinked a few times
the vet and my neighbor carried him out
to the van and waited again because
everyone at this point was crying
then she closed the door
and did the deed
it started to pour
after she was done she opened the door
and talked to us standing out in the rain
for awhile then i became brave
and walked in the van...
i couldnt believe he was actually dead
i took his collar and leash off him
which was probably the hardest thing to do
im crying now just thinking about it
thats why it took so long even to write about it
and i cut a few pieces of his hair off
call me weird but his hair was beautiful
so white it blended with the snow
i stood there for awhile
like i axpected him to wake up again
but i knew it wouldnt happen
so i said my last goodbye and walked out
i felt bad leaving him like that
we all talked outside reminicing
and crying under an umbrella
then we went next door to have some dinner
and talk with each other to make things better
and sure enough as we sit outside
in my neighbors backyard
the brightest, biggest, and most beautiful
rainbow i have ever seen appeared
as the last drops fell from the sky
i knew it was peace
the downpour turned into a peaceful sun shower
with a rainbow
it made me feel alot better
i have a picture of it
ill post it sometime
well yeah that explains the worst expierence of my life
ill write about the good stuff later once i recooperate.
ok thats it :*(
ill write tomorrow
after finals...(as mishy would say) BOOOO
<333333333333333
CAPTAIN "CAPPY"
MARCH 14, 1993
TO
JUNE 02, 20O4
<333333333333333 |
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| IM GOING TO MICHIGAN! |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|11:14 pm] |
well ive been brainstorming
i have some great ideas
and youll see the first
of a series hopefully this week
ill try to post one every week
keep looking out for it
new layout...
my idea, sinems design
thanks a bunch
FEEL BETTER
we need to skate
we improved ALOT
so we need to keep going
so get your ass moving, literally
I'M GOING TO MICHIGAN!!
add more tomorrow<3
comment on it.. thats it for now |
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| it happens |
[May. 28th, 2004|07:38 pm] |
OK...
fuck my computer
seriously just
FUCK IT
I had a really good journal
entry about life and friends
and i was JUST about to click
update then all of a sudden
BAM!!
it closes
WHAT SHIT
soo ill sum it up for you
things have changed... ALOT
i used to hang out with
Krissy and Susie EVERYDAY
--basically--
But now I'm lucky if they
even say hi to me in the hallway
i guess i should have predicted this
you know with boyfriends and all
who has time for their best friend?
--honestly--
even with my new friends i would
still make time to hangout with them
because i do love them
but i guess the feeling isnt mutual
--anymore--
i guess its true
best friends can become strangers
anyway...
im gonna go clean my room
and shower cause im gonna
hang out with sinem and john
and other people later and
maybe drink
i was hanging out with john
earlier after school
and we went to visit chad
at work but then i went home
to eat some dinner and now
(actual it was before when i
first wrote this entry)
im eating the best ice cream
IN THE WORLD
expresso chip... mm..yum
New News:
were renting a house this
summer for a week on the
water(beach) its gonna be
alot of fun anyone can come
by and stay over that is
if i like you
Other News:
I might be going back to Michigan
with Mishy Mike<3 im not sure yet
but hes DEFINATELY DEFINATELY
coming here this summer.. YAY
ok gotta go my phone's ringing
ill write more later |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 23rd, 2004|10:33 am] |
ehh i dont feel like updating
but i think i should
my grandpa was in the hospital
hes out now
i went to the hospital
im on medication now
and im ok
umm
sinem came to the skatepark with me
she learned to pop-shove it
and went on the half
it was fun
we hurt each other lol
it was the funniest thing ever
when she was doing a pop-shove it
the board went flying
she went flying
i went flying
cause the board hit me in the shin
it was so matrix
i saw her going down as i was going down
it was so weird
as i was in pain on the groud cause
she hit my bad leg
i could not stop laughing
good times good times
well i dont think i skate for a little bit
but fuck that
well thats it for now
oh yeah and if your of sinem check out her journal
she posted pics and a good commentary
shes on my friends list
so check it out |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 18th, 2004|06:04 pm] |
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ive been trying to update..
for the past oh few days
but lj sucks and kept
being gay
so here i am updating
sunday may 16th
went on the boat
went to gilgo
with tara and nick
went to the skate park
with nick and john
thenn
went to applebees with
nick tara and bill
monday may 17th
school..blah
went to ryans
people were there
like nick and eric
rode ryans halfpipe
and right before i left
for dinner
i rocked it..
can you believe it?
after 3 days skating
i rocked the pipe
how weird?
im actually proud of myself
for something
and i like the feeling
tuesday may 18th
schooooolll
talked to susie
then met up with nick
went to his house with suz
then to devons..yeah
now dance in an hour
TOMORROW!!
school againn ...fucking a
then john's picking me up from school
and were going to tanner
and im taking sinem with me
so she can learn
shell be awesome
im very vey excited
im planning on landing my fakie rock tomorrow
and maybe even a talestall lol
well see how it goes
thats it for now
payce |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 16th, 2004|11:33 am] |
ok to start i take back what i said
about how im not gonna have a good birthday
cause I am
my whole weekend was awesome
to start...
john picked me up and i watched him skate at the skate park
i was getting really jealous cause i wanted to skate
but i just watched
then nick and steve came
and nick told me to skate
so he gave me his board and i did
we ended up staying there for awhile
it was alot of fun
i never laughed as hard as i did
when i saw steve fall dropping into the half pipe
hes gonna need a hip repacement soon
soo then me and john went to blockbuster
and got wet hot american summer on dvd
then we went to sinems at like 12:30
and she lent me her board
then we watched WHAS
and john slept over cause
we were waking up at 7am
to go skating again
so i woke up to john and my mother conversating
in the kitchen.. i was a little confused
but i woke up so easily cause i only slept for two hours
cause i thought if i fell asleep
i wouldnt wake in the morning
but john slept
so i sat up by myself till like 5ish
watching mad tv
till i passed out on the couch
so then me and john met nick and devon
then steve showed up later with the other john(diiick)
at the skate park at 7:15ish
and skated till 4ish
so thats like 9-10 hours approximately
im making good progress
when we first got there
i was tearing it up.. so to speak
but as the day progressed i got so tired
i practically forgot how to skate
but yeah
i think im doing ok for only skating for 2 days
im so addicted
so then later nick came back to the house
and we stopped in at my neighbors bday party
and got pizza and cake even though
we just ate like an hour before at wendys
then when my mom came home
and nick left to eat dinner
AGAIN
then we picked up sinem and she went with me
to get a skateboard
I LOVE IT
I love hers alot too though...even though
i made it cheat on sinem
thennnnnnn
we picked up nick
AGAIN
and we were gonna skate
AGAIN
but it RAINED FUCKERSS
but were so hardcore that we brought towels
to wipe down the half pipe
but they shut the lights out and it was too dark
to skate anywayy so thennn
we picked up tara and bill
and i was crammed in the back
we hung out at my house
and we played some ddr
we all basically suck
besides sinem
i didnt even attempt it cause i could barely move
and we just chilled and played battleship
while WHAS was on AGAIN
shit sinem and nick try remember what i kept saying
something about a pelvis
and someelse with a p... jeez how could i forget?
i must of said i like 80 times
sorry this entry is kindda cut and dry
im just summing it all up briefly
cause i dont feel like typing it all out
all i know this weekend was so fun and funny
and it was a really good weekend |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2004|09:50 am] |
fuck you all
hopefully ill find out who my real friends are from this
if i even have any |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 13th, 2004|06:18 pm] |
so my birthdays this weekend
and i dont even care
i hate life to the furthest degree
and people suck
i already know that this weekend is gonna suck horribly
so theres no point in getting my hopes up
wow im gonna be 16 big woop
whatever bye |
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| yeah yuhh |
[May. 11th, 2004|07:44 am] |
as you can see i changed my comment links
so just look for the little plus sign(+)
in the corner if you want to comment...
and i made something and posted it
in my last entry so you should comment on it
im in graphics right now..
nothing to doo boringggg
its first period it blows
well its really not that bad
considering i do nothing
well anyways,
im done
and you should comment |
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